Gift from Him :)

September 5, 2009 at 5:30 pm (Life, Realities, Smile)

The best gift a husband can give on EID is… loads of BAngles… 🙂 🙂 🙂

(or offcourse thousand rupees to buy them)


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JUst wondering…

August 24, 2009 at 5:27 pm (Govt, Realities)

What if we have such hanging train over NALA LAYEEE of Rawalpindi ????



NAla layee in 2020

NAla layee in 2020

Another view

Another view

these are actually hanging trains in Germany..

Courtesy: Ajnabi

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18th august 2009 A Medical camp at Mardan.

August 19, 2009 at 8:54 pm (general, Life, Realities)

It was a pleasant surprise.  She was very humble and simple young doctor. Dr.Sarah. I was accompanying her to the field hubs. It was my first visit as well and I was really waiting to reach there. Sarah 🙂 ; waiting more than me. I will write about her sometime later. I just cant wait to share my experience of Mardan Camp we did.

It was a flood relief camp in Cham Rang Ghari Kapoora, Mardan. When we reached there Dr. Huma of  PIMA was already doing the OPD. Dr. Qaim.ud.Din was catering the male patients. The  house in which we were doing the camp was full of people. Women were trying to rush in and we had to keep a person standing at the door  to keep the influx checked.

Anyway..the visit reminded me of the time when we went to work at the time of earthquake of AJK. Dr. Huma has been working in Mardan for about 2 months now. She has come from Karachi to work there. I must say she is doing a great job.MAshaALLah.

well, let me add some pictures I took.


The aftermath



a few glimpses

Few Glimpses


Relief camp enterance

Relief camp enterance

Waiting for their turn

Waiting for their turn

see he had to keep the door watched

see he had to keep the door watched

Limited resources yet grave work..

Limited resources yet grave work..

Collaboration of HElping Hand and PIMA
Collaboration of HElping Hand and PIMA
Leaving to visit another project.

Leaving to visit another project

on our way back, we saw this beautiful scene. SubhanAllah. But...this scene which is breath taking for me, is it the same for them too????

we saw this beautiful scene on our way back, SubhanAllah. this scene as breath taking for them as it is for me?????

many queries are making me wonder” Akhir-kioon….”

in case you are wondering…PIMA is Pakistan Islamic Medical Association.

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August 19, 2009 at 8:28 am (Life, Realities)

About 3 months back I received a call from Dr.Shaista. She was managing a medical relief camp at Barakahu for the IDPs. They needed doctors. It was a joined venture of PIMA, Al-khidmat Foundation and Helping Hand. I joined them in the camp.

It was a small 5x6ft room of Ghazali College, with three docs, and 2-3 dispensers. A small setup but it was really very neat and clean. It was for females mostly. Male doctors were catering the patients in the tent outside Ghazali College. They were giving free medications and referring the more serious cases to hospitals, which were offering free services for the displaced.

Two of the dispensers were themselves IDPs. The team hired them. They worked there and both of them are now back to Dir/Buner from where they came.

During the camp, what I noticed was that most of the patients had skin allergies and infections. It was very hot during those days and they are all used to pleasant and cold weather. It must have been really hard to survive in that weather with dresses made for colder days.

Anyway. I think I need some writing practice. I really have intermingled stuff in my mind…Need to clear it all up.

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Random… Pacing up..

August 18, 2009 at 10:38 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

I have been into voulantary work for is now that I am working with a well established foundation. It has become really tough to manage home and family, studies, research and then job but I am very happy to be a part of such a team which is only thinking to help the needy and bring about a change.

Today, while we were coming back from Mardan I had a very nice discussion with a guest visitor. Though the meeting was supposed to be `Òfficial` yet the discussion was all about life. A Phd doctor and a very active worker, Auntie Gul, won my heart.

I really am happy to meet her. Will upload the pictures inshAllah soon and then will write a story about all the places I have visited so far.

The IDP movement was not taken seriously by our people, as I take it. Yet the teams which are working are really working hard with very little resources. It is not just a statement.  Plan to write a few off the record stories only. I might be able to change a life. Mine just got better. ALhamdulillah.

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esSJee has to be alive…

August 18, 2009 at 9:16 pm (Life, Realities)

Today just a meeting of about 12 hours with Auntie Gul has literally changed my life..Alhamdulillah..We travelled to Mardan and came back..I was acompanying her to visit IDP camps and to assess the work done was awesome..Alhamdulillah..

I will write again..and write all that I need to write..I have to share things..People are doing miracles…and I just cant keep my mosses dead.. I have to be alive..I need to write..

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December 7, 2007 at 1:16 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

m writing after so manyyy days…

life is changing drastically…

i just wish n pray Allah sab k liay behtari or asaanian karay..bohat khushian ata karay…ameeen

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June 1, 2007 at 8:42 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities, Smile)

it was a long day today..baray arsay baad lambii chuttti ki… magar adhay se zada din bister me… i really believe U cant be a good doctor if u r not a good patient… but ammi nazar ati hain to sab dard yaad ajatay hain;)  koi b na ho pass to fit aik dam..

m missing one of my very cute amma ji..73 yrs old..bariii he piyari ama ji… her veins r not that guud…so it was always a tough job giving her any injection… and we didnt canulize her as her skin was very sensitive..she develops severe infection at that site with in a day… kher 3 days back..i was giving her an injection…abi mene hath he lagaya tha k she covered her face with her chadar…turned her face to the other side..n started making funny awazain:) instead of giving injection i started laughing..n said..khala ji meri taraf dekhain… n she knew what was wrong..n she started laughing herself..:) kandhay hila hila k..o she is so cute:)

the next morning i asked r u khala ji? me tum se “NALAAJ” hun..mene kaha ..kioon naraz hain??? she said..tum kal sara din yaheen rahee mujhe poocha b nahi:) ..

i said aaaw khala ji…mujh se naraz na hoain…me bohat masrooof rahee na….acha tabiat kes hay ab apki??? she said..bukar hay..i checked n said… bukhar to behtar hogea hay ab apka… guess what she said..???

sir mara side pe….and said..haan..mujhe bukhar..kehti hay bukhar ni…hahahahha

she is a jaaannnuuu amma ji 🙂 

life is beautiful 🙂 

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My gaon:)

May 16, 2007 at 10:47 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

we went to Ammi’s gaon in end of march… i had uploaded the pics and didnt post em..pata ni q… aj bohat dil kar raha hay gaon janay ka… shayed mausam bohat acha hay is liay…

kher letme share..


if u can c it clearly..aik baba ji is sitting near the chorpoy..smoking 🙂  is ghar ki diwaar tooti hui the…n mujhe ye dekh k wo shair yaar ara tha…..deewar kia giri meray kachay makaan ki…logon ne meray sehan se rasta bana liaa… and it true… gandum k khait hain peechay…

 humaray ghar k leeemo 🙂  were more than 8 kg

 my fav tasveer… i call it “AGE” 


cup or glass bechnay wala…itnay mazay ki awaz lagata tha na…

 me bhool gayee iska naam.. humaray neighbours me rehta hay…

  this is how they protect their young trees 🙂

gaoon me wo sb nahi jisay hum zarooori smajhtay hain..magar jo kuch gaoon me hay…hum us se mehroom hain…

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A New Turn

April 19, 2007 at 10:43 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

life has changed…drastically changed….. ENT se Medicine… lagta i have stepped into a new world…i have taken a great jump 🙂 it is good…

i am feeling life after so many days… i am feeling the lost…i am feeling the duas..and effects of duas… i want to write..but i cant… i want to share but i cant… ajib c jhijhak …pataaa ni

may be… kher…am confused…bohat zada


medicine is awsome…extremnely great..marveeeelious:) ab lagta ENt me jhak marii…and now i have to do Surgery..a must… inshAllah after doing medicine… there are event i plan that i will write…but then the tired body doesnt allow me… there are these patients nd their families…

like this one yesterday…she asked me” doctor sahab ap thak jati hongi naa” (at 7:45pm) me”yes “she said..”ap bethain me apko daba doon” and i was like….aaall tension free…aall tairedness free:) euphoric and happy:)

its good…i dont know when i will be a Bari doctor….after spending about 17-18 years in parhaaaai…still we are no where…

anyway thanks for dropping by..thanks for remembering..n visiting… Allah has blessed me with loads…and much much more than what i deserve..alhamdulilllah. 



a part from email to my brother:

“ammi saying..badaam khao rozana and dooodh pioo… n apna bohat kheal rakho..

and kheer ka tareeekaa:

1/4th cup of chawal…unhain 2 piyali pani me ubaloo..sath he ilaichii daal do..jab wo achi tarha gal me ahista ahista 1 kilo dooodh dalo…n shuruu me halka sa mash sa kr lo….

phir usko paknay do…hilatay rehna occasionally kioonkay neechay chawal lag jain gay warna… jab garha hojai to us me cheeni daal lena…

as u dont like mewa na dolo..warna end me is stage pe mewa khopa b dalai gaaa… thora or pakain…

taraaaa!!!! ready 🙂 

kheer tayaaaaar 🙂 ” ammiiis are great… Desi kheer heheheheh

p.s: am tooo tired  and sleepy to visit any blog…

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