October 3, 2009 at 10:53 pm (Life, Me@myself)

Alhamdulillah… I can walk…

I am very blessed..



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August 19, 2009 at 8:02 pm (Me@myself, Smile)

best friends

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Random… Pacing up..

August 18, 2009 at 10:38 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

I have been into voulantary work for long.it is now that I am working with a well established foundation. It has become really tough to manage home and family, studies, research and then job but I am very happy to be a part of such a team which is only thinking to help the needy and bring about a change.

Today, while we were coming back from Mardan I had a very nice discussion with a guest visitor. Though the meeting was supposed to be `Òfficial` yet the discussion was all about life. A Phd doctor and a very active worker, Auntie Gul, won my heart.

I really am happy to meet her. Will upload the pictures inshAllah soon and then will write a story about all the places I have visited so far.

The IDP movement was not taken seriously by our people, as I take it. Yet the teams which are working are really working hard with very little resources. It is not just a statement.  Plan to write a few off the record stories only. I might be able to change a life. Mine just got better. ALhamdulillah.

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December 7, 2007 at 1:16 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

m writing after so manyyy days…

life is changing drastically…

i just wish n pray Allah sab k liay behtari or asaanian karay..bohat khushian ata karay…ameeen

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Kisi Ko Al-Widah Kehna,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

June 8, 2007 at 12:50 am (general, Me@myself)

kisi ko al-widah kahna bohat takleef daita hai
umeedain toot jati hain
yakeen pay bay yakeeeni ka kohar kuch aisa charta hai
dikhai kuch nahi daita sujhai kuch nahi daita
dua kay lafz honton pay musalsal kapkapatay hain
kisi khawahish kay andaishay zahan main dor jatey hain
gumaan kuch aisa hota hai kay jaisay mil na pain gay
yeh gahray zakhm furkat kay kisi say sil na pain gay
kabi aisa b ho ya rab !to duaaain man laita hai
tu koi mojaza kar day tu aisa kar b sakta hai
mairay hathooon ki janib daikh inhain to ghar b sakta hai
judai ki ye teekhi dhar diloon ka khon karti hai
judai ki aziat say maira dil ab b darta hai
judai do ghari ki ho to koi dil ko samjay
judai char pal ki ho to koi dil ko bahlay
judai umar bhar ki ho to kia chara karay koi
kay ik milnay ki hasrat main bhala kab tak jiaay koi
mairay MOLA karam kar day tu aisa kar b sakta hai
mairay hathoon ki janib daikh tu in ko bhar b sakta hai

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June 1, 2007 at 8:42 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities, Smile)

it was a long day today..baray arsay baad lambii chuttti ki… magar adhay se zada din bister me… i really believe U cant be a good doctor if u r not a good patient… but ammi nazar ati hain to sab dard yaad ajatay hain;)  koi b na ho pass to fit aik dam..

m missing one of my very cute amma ji..73 yrs old..bariii he piyari ama ji… her veins r not that guud…so it was always a tough job giving her any injection… and we didnt canulize her as her skin was very sensitive..she develops severe infection at that site with in a day… kher 3 days back..i was giving her an injection…abi mene hath he lagaya tha k she covered her face with her chadar…turned her face to the other side..n started making funny awazain:) instead of giving injection i started laughing..n said..khala ji meri taraf dekhain… n she knew what was wrong..n she started laughing herself..:) kandhay hila hila k..o she is so cute:)

the next morning i asked her..how r u khala ji? me tum se “NALAAJ” hun..mene kaha ..kioon naraz hain??? she said..tum kal sara din yaheen rahee mujhe poocha b nahi:) ..

i said aaaw khala ji…mujh se naraz na hoain…me bohat masrooof rahee na….acha tabiat kes hay ab apki??? she said..bukar hay..i checked n said… bukhar to behtar hogea hay ab apka… guess what she said..???

sir mara side pe….and said..haan..mujhe bukhar..kehti hay bukhar ni…hahahahha

she is a jaaannnuuu amma ji 🙂 

life is beautiful 🙂 

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My gaon:)

May 16, 2007 at 10:47 pm (Life, Me@myself, Realities)

we went to Ammi’s gaon in end of march… i had uploaded the pics and didnt post em..pata ni q… aj bohat dil kar raha hay gaon janay ka… shayed mausam bohat acha hay is liay…

kher letme share..


if u can c it clearly..aik baba ji is sitting near the chorpoy..smoking 🙂  is ghar ki diwaar tooti hui the…n mujhe ye dekh k wo shair yaar ara tha…..deewar kia giri meray kachay makaan ki…logon ne meray sehan se rasta bana liaa… and it true… gandum k khait hain peechay…

 humaray ghar k leeemo 🙂  were more than 8 kg

 my fav tasveer… i call it “AGE” 


cup or glass bechnay wala…itnay mazay ki awaz lagata tha na…

 me bhool gayee iska naam.. humaray neighbours me rehta hay…

  this is how they protect their young trees 🙂

gaoon me wo sb nahi jisay hum zarooori smajhtay hain..magar jo kuch gaoon me hay…hum us se mehroom hain…

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Myyy Kolaachii!!

May 7, 2007 at 10:32 pm (Life, Me@myself)



Yaar there is no place to shop like there was in
Karachi…yahan to naak chidani ho to chandi ki taar se koi ni chidtaa…everyone uses the gun… and in
Karachi..har choti bari shop me taar se chidati thee..along with guns…u had the option…

Yahan pe agar certificates ki plastic coating karwani hoto dhondatay raho shops..wahan har book shop me hoti thee…


Yahan agar chabi ki copy karnai ho to…das jaghon se pooch..wahan thori thori dair baad chabi maker 🙂 betha hota thaaa…


Although I don’t wear that lawn stuff..still yahan sbky aik prints..n
Karachi me..sabkay different:) well not sabkay..but most of them had a variety to choose…


wahan pe public transport system itna achaa tha..yahan pe choti choti suzukis chalti hain..un me aik shariff insaan beth ni sktaaa…beth jai to yehi sochta rehta k apnay paoon kahan rakhay…kab utray..or utray b to kesay? so majbooran taxiis

n wahan 25 rupay me ba izzat tarikay se poora Karachi ghoomo:)  Metro 🙂


Yaaaaaaaaaar I miss Karachi a lot… loads… last Friday while in OPD I saw a card under the table mat…it looked a bit like Dow..i pulled it out and it was a picture of Dow 🙂 since then iv been missing Dow and
Karachi like anything…


May be its because iv spent most of my life there…but there was something in
Karachi…something I cant find in the people here…in the markets here.. there is no social life here…in
Karachi even docs n medics had such a lovely life…seminars…workshops…CMEs and here???


We were planning to give Farewell to old House officers today…and we could not find a single good place to go or to make a delivery 4m…we ended in international food chains…
Karachi me to jaghain mukti ni theen…. International chains to baad ki baat..



I wish I could visit Karachi soon… 🙂 sb jagho pe ni to Bahadrabad ka chicken roll n Dilpasand ka special Faluda khanay ka mauka mil jai… yahan to wese Faluda b ni milta…jo milta wo kulfi falooda…kabab paratha to bhool he jain…


btw: Old name of Karachi was Kolachi…named after the name of Maai Kolachi 🙂 some fisherman’s wife..and a leader too… miss Kolachi!

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May 5, 2007 at 1:52 pm (Govt, Life, Me@myself)

1 month passed 🙂 lost 3 Kgs

and after 1 month i was lucky enuff to get a long weekend off:) ye b mujhe kal pata chala k my group was changed..and instead of a call on sunday i got a sunday off:)

did 2 consecutive calls and when i returned last night…i was dying with dehydration… well just because of the fact that i didnt get time to take supper n even water in last whole week… its all ur luck… i had all serious patients…n my friend who joined the same day when i did…had all stable patients:) so i had to keep running…for their tests…consultations and all…and when i got off ..i just wanted to take a 2 hr sleep rather than taking lunch or dinner…so have ended in bad dehydration…n muscle cramps

but the good thing is the way they make duas:) how a seriously ill girl with kidney failure ask u k the nurse is not good at taking a blood sample…she hurts..u take it for me 🙂  (even though taking blood samples it not our work… when we cant do it we ask nurses to help us in it..they r experts)

i dont understand the Govt systems… yesterday one of my patients..who is in deep Coma… needed a brain CT scan..urgently… and we were unable to find an ambulance…i didnt know the procedure i simple asked my ward master k “Sahab ambulance chaiay urgently..” n guess what he said…

“dr sahab u want me n urself to go for an explanatory call?” ” for getting an ambulance u have to submit the form a day before u want it to be there”

sg “sahab…mujhe urgent chaiay…humne abi decide kia CT scan ka…” ” u get me the form and let the MS call me for explanation”

i called Ms myself to explain everything..but he was in a meeting… and with no option…. i asked the attendnts to get a private ambulance… we had no option…

kia fazoool tareekay hain..k ji pehlay Parchii banwaoo.. hate it all…

kher…ab tak koi bari explanatory call ni hui meri… lets c when n what will make me go to MS explaining ..i hope if i ever had to go..it would be for just n good

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May 5, 2007 at 1:10 pm (Me@myself)

Liya tha aik wada tum ney mujh sey..

Hamesha khush he rehna hai
to dekho…..

Dekh lo aa kar …
Meri Aankhon ko Dekho tum
Yeh kitni shokh lagti hein …
Merey Honton ko Dekho tum,,
Hamesha Muskuratey hein ……
Koi bhi gham agar aaye,,,
Usey hans kar sahaa main ne…
Merey chehrey ko dekho tum ,,
Hamesha pur sakon ho ga,,,,
Tou socho gey,,,

Kiya tha main ne jo tum se
Wo wadaah kar diya pora……..

Magr ek baat phir bhe hai

Kabhi jo waqt mil jaaye
to meri shaairi parhna

Tumhen mehsoos tou ho ga
Kaheen talkhi bhara jumla
Kaheen pe sard sa lehja….
Kaheen pe dard ki jheelein….
Kehen lehjey ki karwahat…..


 Main Khosh To Hon ,
Lahoo Har Lafz
Rota Hai…..!!!

Yahi Wada Liya tha na…Humesha Khush he Rehna hai…

tou daikho..

daikh lo aa kar…


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