October 16, 2006 at 2:37 pm (Blogroll)

need some help!!!!

i am doing my house job in the subject i loved to do my house job in. i got the h.job without any problem, or sifarish… as i shifted from Karachi to Pindi it was evry mushkil to get a paid house job..n i got it…amazingly in just a single try

but after joining…i felt that there is had se zada back bitting, professional jealousy, kaaam chori, apna kaam doosron pe daalna, patienst ki zara b care na karna..and above all… there is not much learning…

 ENT(ear, nose n throat)…mene li thee k bohat general problems hoti hain…or surgery b hay to i would learn stitching etc too…chalo wo to seekh ri hun…but i am not set… 2 months pooray hojain gay 23rd ko…but i feel i am still an alien..

 everyday i plan k me kal bohat khush rahungi ward me…i wont bother k koi kesay rehta i would not let go my passion in waste..magar din k start me koi baat hojati k me sara din boootha bana k rakhti… m very  happy with my patients…i love them… but i feel guilty for how i am forced to do things which NO one has tought me..no orientation ..no CMe classes…bus pehlay din OPD k betho or dekho patients…koi kuch sikhata hi nahi… kuch pooch lo to mazak banatay hain… dil tor k rakh detay hain…

ufff…..m in very bad condition… me i thee k i would learn wo sb surgeries which i couldnt in in MBBS and jo mene seekhee theen un se b kam operations hotay yahan:( meray sab iraday toot gaye…jo bach gayee hun wo b toot jaungi… m not meant to work like this…itnay jhoot ….itnay dhokay me… patienst se jhoot..un pe experiments..un becharaon ko kia pata ye doctors kia kar detay un k sath…

i miss Karachi:( alot…. Civil hospital kioon chor i me 😦 or shayed..wahan meray sb class mates…sb dostain…yahan koi ni to me or zada depressed ho gayee..

what ever…. kia karoon? chor doon k ye azziiaat bardasht kartee rahooon? k 2 mah ho gaye..4 b guzar jain gay???  



  1. Dr.Umer Salim said,

    Practically it is not done….But I would advice you not to cheat your patients and be confident in doing what your soul is telling you……Do tarah de zindagee guzaree jatee hai , ya tu sab kuch waisa honay do jaisa hota chala araha hae, ya phir utho responsibility sambhalo ghalat ko sahee kernay ki….
    Is hi wajah se main ne apnay rmo’s and pg’s tak se laraee kerli hae….jahan jo baat ghalat lagti hae mujhe un k moon per keh daita hoon main….aur HO’s bhi baton baton main mazaaq banatay hain mera keh is ne un rmo ko yeh keh diya woh keh diya….hum tu aisa soch bhi nahi saktay….falan falan….aur un rmo k saamnay un ki itni khushamad…..Uffff….
    But I am learning alot here in ENT 2 . Tomorrow is my night and I prefer to do everything myself…kuch samajh nahi arah hota tu PG ko keh daita hoon…halankeh Casualty se raat 2 aur 4 bajay calls bhi achuki hain….main akaila bag utha ker chal diya……aur manage kerkay aya…kher….I am learning alot here…as stitiching ….ant. nasal packing waghira araam se hojata hae…

  2. Aks.. said,

    well i think if u want to learn things no one can stop u from doing this. I agree that these politics, dual behaviours and unsupportive attitudes make it difficult to work properly.. but if u r doing right and r working for a good cause in the end everyone will acknowledge ur efforts. b patient and concentrate on ur work, let others waste their time and money!

  3. Asma said,

    Well now that you are done with 2 months here … have a close look at what other options you have and even if you’ll switch (maybe on risk of unpaid house job) then is it worth switching??? whats the condition there???

    Give your MO a bit of hard time if he/she’s in politics and all …. try to indulge more in surgery related stuff if thats what you are interested in … baaaqi we are praying for ya dear 😀

  4. Dr. said,

    jazakAllah !!!!

    Amsa dear! its not about paid job..paid mujhe aik or hospital me b mil rahee hay..magar learning yaheen zada hay…or mujhe Govt institute se hamsesha se muhabat hay cz mene aik govt institute se MBBS kia hay…. bus yaaar mental azzeat detai hain.

    thanks Aks..it has helped me alot..

    Umer! keep on the good work…zalim k khilaf bolna b jihad hay… reh gayee main to…humaray MO 2 bajay tashreef lai jatay hain or dopehr 2 se aglay din tak pooora ENt humaray sar pe hota hay…or on call aik HO hota hay akela….. packings ..F.B.. stitching…koi masla ni..masla sirf OPD me mujhe hota ..jab me confidnt ni hoti apni diagnosis pai or i want k kisi senior se zara c guidnce lai lun..takay koi ghareeeb mareez meri wajha se suffer na karay….aik Consultant ae thay jb me i thee magar he left..wo itna acha guid krtay thay k me bari khush rahee un kuch din..

    jazakAllah people..i think i should fight more with the situation..cz halwa to kaheen nahi milay gaaa

  5. GH said,

    Don’t give up. Be brave to face these situations. Everything will settle with time.

  6. Dr.Umer Salim said,

    Yes be faithful to your patrients. Everything will be fine.

  7. suganspice said,

    Do good and b at peace..

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