Eid Mubarak!!!
My female ward…yesterday!
my female ward this morning before i left back. no patient.! all stuff locked in the cupboard…
and in this place i have to do my Eid call, 2morow! ….24 hrs without anyone..not even the nurse..
and after the lock was placed on my ward… lo ji apni jaga se b darbadar rahaungi kal! i know it will b a boring day… Eid ..wo be akelay aik darbay me!!!
anyway!!!
i wish aap sab ki Eid magar bohat achiii guzray..bohat memorable. bohat zada khushion se bharpoor.
Hameshaa dair kar detaa huun main
Hamesha dair kar deta huun main…har kaam karnay main.
zaruurii baat kehnii ho,
koii vaadaa nibhaanaa ho ,
usai aavaaz denii ho,
usai vaapas bulaanaa ho ,
hameshaa dair kar detaa huun main…
madad karnii ho uskii ,
yaar kii dhaaras bandhaanaa ho ,
bohat deriinaa raaston par ,
kisii se milne jaanaa ho,
hameshaa dair kar detaa huun main…
badalate mausamon kii sair main
dil ko lagaanaa ho ,
kisii ko yaad rakhanaa ho ,
kisii ko bhuul jaanaa ho ,
hameshaa dair kar detaa huun main…
kisii ko maut se pahlay ,
kisii Gham se bachaanaa ho ,
haqiiqat aur thii kuchh
us ko jaa ke ye bataanaa ho ,
hameshaa dair kar detaa huun main… Har kaam karnay main…!!!!
Munir Niazi..ne ya meray liay hi likhii theee… n its true!!!
Am not down..am Concerned!
shayed i miss my diary alot…meri 2001 wali diary me ab tak pages khali hain…aik saal se zada hogea us me i havnt scribbled a line…a word even…though it is always there on my bed side…and i open it read the old memories…smile…n sometimes miss the good old times…may be thats why when i write in my blog i forget that i am not alone…sometimes u need someone to really know k ji bus meri sunay…ni?
Acha the point…
i need U people! well infact many deserving people need you… Govt hospital like mine..charges 2500-3000Rs of a CTscan…which is totally un.affordable for the people who work on daily wages… people beg us to give drugs..and the samples we have..jo rozana he milti hain…many docs give them to pts..many take them with them for their private practice…
one of my patient’s mother…touched my feet 
n i felt like simply killing myself…aik maaan paoon pari v meray k bachay k liay kuch kr do… i do all i can..i have some very great friends…who r continously supporting me… from all over Pakistan….but it is never enough…i am in ENT chota sa hospital hay…is me poori nai partii…
all the injectables are provided by the hospital(supposed to) but at times stock is less.then we have to ask pt to get them from outside..i was looking at the price labels..do u know… one of the injection costs Rs 350.. that injection is usually in bi.daily dose..that is rs 700 per day….the ear drops i usually write are of Rs120….Oral drugs…drops..mouthwashes…ointmenst are not provided by the Hospital…and they cost alot…
CT scan inside my hospital costs atleast 2500Rs… for ghareeb tareen…and for people with Talukaat its FREE:( ghareeb rota rehta..uska bacha mar jata magar pesay lao..CT karao…
Tell u the truth..the PWA at Karachi..was working very nicely…providing free drugs….after cheking the files…and we dint need any zakat form for it…
we had that desaster last year… uska josh charha utar gea…i m in this set up…i know how poor patients suffer..i am not worried abt funds..i am not worried abt threats… govt hospitals ki politics..u know…all i am concerned is… i need suggestions… what my friends have been doing is not to be highlighted…but now we want to do more n better…
i need suggestions…tell me if u have been to govt hospitals…what is it that u think me..my other doc friend can do for patients? for POOR patients? volunteers, always welcome!
i am counting on u!
Love for Mish
the most cuttest blog iv ever went through…i dont know if Mish knows about it…but well… :)
:)
4 days back: my uncle’s friend called him and asked “Hajj pai jana hay?” why would he say no? He gave him his passport…but was smiling n thinking that his friend has gone nuts….
Yesterday: my uncle’s friend called him and told him that he has got the Visa and his flight is on 27th december:)
mashAllah…this year its Hajj.e.Akbar…this is called Bulawa…
MARD..!!! huh!
Darn these Men!!! haq samajhtay hain aurat ko apna… khareeedi huee cheez…jab chaha utha k phaink diaa….
Divorce! huh… kitna blackmail hoti hay aurat is aik lafz k peechay… apnaa aaap ni bachta kuch b…
Aik aurat mene khud dekhi… sirf ghalat fehmi..us mard ki jaldi…
“Mene jo kaha tha ABCD se nahi milna….to baat kioon nahi mani meri..” ..jabkay wo masooom…uskay samnay ..uskay k peechai uski wafadaaar…khandaan chor dia us mard k hukum k peechay…or nahii mili… or wo ???? sirf apna chota demagh…..bus or kuch hi lamhon baad wo ghalti usko pata chali… Besharmii kay chattay…. magar 5 minute k andar sab badal chuka thaa…
kia 25-30 saal aik saath guzarnay k baad bhee..ye hay aik wafadaar bivi ka anjaam?
ya shayed aik na qadray mard ka anjaam…k na bivi rahee uski..na bachay…
Tearful
Was having a chat with VL(Hina) when she said that i usually post “Sad things”and i believe she is right… me esi thee nahi ho gayee hun.. kia karoon… ..bus choti tareen cheezain mehsooos kartee hun…
what chinese smiley am i:
| You Are “Tearful” |
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Koi khaas nahii..!!!
Koi tum se poochay kon huun me..
tum keh daina koii khas nahi…
ik dost hay kacha pakka sa…
ik jhoot hay aadha sacha saa…
jazbaat ko dhanpay ik pardah…
bus aik bahana acha saa…
Jeevan ka aisa saathi hay…
Jo door na ho kar pass nahii…
koi tum se poochay kon huun me,,,
tum keh dena koi khass nahi…
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Thanks for the help in doing it well..
Eating My Way To Health , appeared on 9th Dec 2004, Dawn.
KASH KABHI AIISI DUAIN NA MERTEEEN
Mujhe raat gayay tak bahar rehnay par rokti rehti thee
Main is ki batain sun kar hansi se uchaal deta tha
Kal jaldi aunga , yeh keh kar taal deta thaa
wo mujhay dekh kar muskura deti thee..or piyaar se chapat laga deti thee…
me usay bohat satata tha, isay bohat nakhray dikhata thaa
wo har baar meray naaz uthati thee…wo meray sadqay warii jati thee…
raat ko kisssi pehar bhii ghar jo ata
iss ko humaisha apna muntazir pata
din raat is k piyaar ki barsaat hoti thee
iss ki duaain hamesha meray sath hoti theen..
MAGAR AB…
zindagee me wo baat nahii
kiunkay ab wo meray paass nahii
iskay piyaar binaa dil ki zameen sookhi hay
ik wohi mukhliss thee, sari duniya rookhi hay
ghar me jab me lautoon wo nigahain dhoondata hoon
sama jaoon jin me, wo banhain dhoondata hoon
in jaghon ko dekhta hoon..jahan beth k wo mera intezaar kartee thee
me ghanton apna chehra dekhta hoon..jahan wo piyaar kartee thee
tairi dua k bagher sarkon pai nikal jata hoon
har qadam par rastay me thokar khata hoon…
MAAN too meray liay khudaaiiii soorat hay..
too laut aa mujhay teri zaroorat hay
main ghar jaldi laut aaunga
khuda ki kasam kabhi na sataoon ga
teri khidmat subah shaam karoon ga
jo kahai gii wo har kaam karoonga
meray kaan phir muntazir hain
ik baar phir wohi lori sona dai
ik arsaa hua me soya nahi
too apni god me mujhay sula dai
KASH KABHI AISI DUAIN NA MERTEEEN
KAASH KISI KI MAAAIN NA MERTEEEN
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( a poem by a school going child….it simply made me cry when i read it for the first time….)
